wish you were here..
Oct
08
I finally did saw the sign 
..couldn’t explain the feeling just couldn’t…mixed emotions, a cup of sweat, a spoonful of tears and a blush of reds..
Oct
05
Responses to “iF i WERe A bOy”
2. alekssander Says: December 22, 2008 at 7:02 am e this is a nice song…
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3. amorgatory Says: December 22, 2008 at 7:53 am e
@Aleks, hi alex thanks for the visit, yeah that was quite a nice song, dedcated to all the guys,hahhaa, just kidding..merry chrstmas!
Reply 5. alekssander Says: December 22, 2008 at 10:13 am
e its really painful if somebody you love, took you for granted.
Reply 6. amorgatory Says: December 23, 2008 at 8:16 pm e
yup i agree aleks and im experiencing it now,heheh..but its ok, i dont expect something in return…
Reply 7. amorgatory Says: December 23, 2008 at 8:20 pm e
hey aleks do you have a blog?can we exhange links? thanks
Reply 8. alekssander Says: December 24, 2008 at 11:37 am e
naah.. i dont have a blog… you see.. i love reading blogs from other people… because i get to know people just by their writings… and its fun…
Reply 9. alekssander Says: December 24, 2008 at 11:38 am e
but i might try blogging one day… can you teach me how? hahahaha… not that really familiar with the applications that are involve in blogging…
Reply * amorgatory Says: December 24, 2008 at 4:28 pm e
u should be blogging hahah, it all started actually with me being emotot one day and now i got two blogs already, nice thing about it too is you get to meet a lot of people.hmmm bout the friendstr magic, i actualy knew someone from frndster magic name alkesander, i thought kaw un, di pala.lol..so how did you find my world?lol
Reply 10. amorgatory Says: December 24, 2008 at 4:37 pm e
not that realy difficult, you can register at blogger or wordpress.anyways hey i have another acount at bloger.com check it out if you got time, thanks for the comments!merry xmas aleks
Reply 11. alekssander Says: December 24, 2008 at 11:14 pm e
i will visit your other blog then. about blogging ill try to create one but not right now since blogging is a little bit time consuming. gee.. hihi merry christmas amor
Oct
03
People give flowers as presents because flowers contain the true meaning of Love. Anyone who tries to possess a flower will have to watch its beauty fading. But if you simply look at a flower in a field you will keep it forever, because the flower is part of the evening and the sunset and the smell of damp earth and the clouds and the horizon.—BRIDA— by paulo coelho
Sep
04
If I had my life to live over again, I would still be dancing in the stage. Be at my usual acoustic gig. Still be doing crazy things with friends. Still be the class president of 4th year B if given the chance. Still be in the school play, playing the part of Aphrodite. Of course still be part of the soccer team. Wearing the same school uniform and old shoes. I’d still be on my messy hair and short finger nails, dirty jeans and chuck taylor sneakers, though smelly hmmm but I don’t care. Still be dipping my mcflurry in ketchups and apple with soy sauce. Playing with the guitar, blog hopping and photography. Making scrap books and writing on my journal. Same family and set of friends And of course I would still be falling for my prince over and over again
If I had my life to live over again, I would be a rock star. I would save and buy my own drum set. I would spend an hour reading more books a day. I would spend more time with my old friends though impossible. I would cook a lot. I would learn to swim and ride a bike. I would be more loud than shy. I would wear heels. I would drink milk. I would ride the roller coaster. I would drink medicine for my fever. I would be smiling more and more each day but yet I would still be crying a lot as well lols. I would be doing more silly things, lolls. I would be singing at the videoki all night long with my favorite songs. I would be trekking every month, I would climb the highest mountain. I will be walking and playing in the rain more. Would stay barefoot running around the football field. I would be walking more miles than usual. More time with myself in my secret place. More road trips and adventure in other places. . I would be eating more marshmallows and lollipops.
In the past I may be one of the persons who took life less seriously, but then I could have done something more with a sense of direction. Would be more sensible. would have taken more chances. Would be more fearless and handled my problems more lightly. Would love myself more. Probably less mistakes, but more lessons to learn.
Yes I am those who could not sleep with anger and unforgiveness in my heart, so I’d rather stay that way. I guess i’m still the same old person, simple and beautiful lolls, but then more wiser and stronger, humble and forgiving .With more patience and understanding. Though I am trying to keep away from my stupidity at times and hard- headedness but then its part of my imperfections. Of course I am still a warrior and a believer of love.
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Aug
13
From Maria’s Diary: Eleven Minutes
“When we meet someone and fall in love, we have a sense that the whole universe is on our side. I saw this happen today as the sun went down. And yet if something goes wrong, there is nothing left! No herons, no distant music, not even the taste of his lips. How is it possible for the beauty that was there only minutes before to vanish so quickly?”
“Life moves very fast. It rushes from heavens to hell in a matter of seconds.”
Aug
10
Hi Love Ko!
Whew! I am being panicky right now, writing this letter. I think I forgot na how to write a letter intended for this occassion. LOL. Please do bear with me. I really do not want to be all “mushy” but I just can not help it… so here it goes…
First of all, I am very thankful to Him for giving me the gift of love I found in you. He taught me how to love again when I started loving you. And I felt truly blessed that He has given me this opportunity to write something for our first monthsary together, together as a couple, willed by Him. Nothing is more appropriate than to thank Him for giving you to me. My ways of expressing my love for you this day may be limited, but I know you are just a prayer away from me. And I do hope that as you start reading this letter, you will feel my embraces, kisses and my overwhelming love for you. I wish that you feel my presence even if we are bounded by time and distance. I know my love will surely reach you. I want to thank you for the past 4 months (technically, LOL) that you had been with me, despite of me being so silent and moody sometimes. I love the enduring patience and stubborness that only you possessed (hehe). I love that you do not mind when I am a little “wild” (or naughty rather) sometimes. You never failed to make me smile even though it is impossible sometimes. You have shown me what true happiness feels like… and even though you are far away from me now, just thinking about you makes me smile, that is why I am missing you badly right now. Everyday is worth looking forward too and it is all because of you. I never thought that I would ever love this way again. What is lovely and beautiful about you is that you accepted me as who I am and even my imperfections. I just can not thank you enough for that. I love you so much sweetie. I know that we will have trial and arguments (which I am praying not to happen) to come but I know we will overcome those things and we just have to stick with Him. I humbly ask for you patience and understanding for being weak and be carried away with my emotions in the future, but I know that with His and your love and guidance I could weasel out of this and overcome this things. I am truly sorry for the pain and worries that I had caused, it was never my intention to do those things. Having you in my life gives me sense of direction. Sweetie, thank you again for loving me. For the time that you had spent with me even in your busy moments. I really do appreciate all the time and effort that you had given to me and also for our relationship. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I REALLY DO. God bless us. Happy first monthsary! I LOVE YOU BESPREN KO, DUDAY KO, PRINCESS KO, LOVE KO, WIFE KO, YUMMY KO, SHA KO!
soon i will be sharing our story….
