i love him more each day
“If you had a chance, just one chance , to go back and fix what you did wrong in life, would you take it? And if you did, would you be big enough to stand it?—mitch albom “For One More Day”
I finally did saw the sign
..couldn’t explain the feeling just couldn’t…mixed emotions, a cup of sweat, a spoonful of tears and a blush of reds..
Responses to “iF i WERe A bOy”
2. alekssander Says: December 22, 2008 at 7:02 am e this is a nice song…
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3. amorgatory Says: December 22, 2008 at 7:53 am e
@Aleks, hi alex thanks for the visit, yeah that was quite a nice song, dedcated to all the guys,hahhaa, just kidding..merry chrstmas!
Reply 5. alekssander Says: December 22, 2008 at 10:13 am
e its really painful if somebody you love, took you for granted.
Reply 6. amorgatory Says: December 23, 2008 at 8:16 pm e
yup i agree aleks and im experiencing it now,heheh..but its ok, i dont expect something in return…
Reply 7. amorgatory Says: December 23, 2008 at 8:20 pm e
hey aleks do you have a blog?can we exhange links? thanks
Reply 8. alekssander Says: December 24, 2008 at 11:37 am e
naah.. i dont have a blog… you see.. i love reading blogs from other people… because i get to know people just by their writings… and its fun…
Reply 9. alekssander Says: December 24, 2008 at 11:38 am e
but i might try blogging one day… can you teach me how? hahahaha… not that really familiar with the applications that are involve in blogging…
Reply * amorgatory Says: December 24, 2008 at 4:28 pm e
u should be blogging hahah, it all started actually with me being emotot one day and now i got two blogs already, nice thing about it too is you get to meet a lot of people.hmmm bout the friendstr magic, i actualy knew someone from frndster magic name alkesander, i thought kaw un, di pala.lol..so how did you find my world?lol
Reply 10. amorgatory Says: December 24, 2008 at 4:37 pm e
not that realy difficult, you can register at blogger or wordpress.anyways hey i have another acount at bloger.com check it out if you got time, thanks for the comments!merry xmas aleks
Reply 11. alekssander Says: December 24, 2008 at 11:14 pm e
i will visit your other blog then. about blogging ill try to create one but not right now since blogging is a little bit time consuming. gee.. hihi merry christmas amor

People give flowers as presents because flowers contain the true meaning of Love. Anyone who tries to possess a flower will have to watch its beauty fading. But if you simply look at a flower in a field you will keep it forever, because the flower is part of the evening and the sunset and the smell of damp earth and the clouds and the horizon.—BRIDA— by paulo coelho

If I had my life to live over again, I would still be dancing in the stage. Be at my usual acoustic gig. Still be doing crazy things with friends. Still be the class president of 4th year B if given the chance. Still be in the school play, playing the part of Aphrodite. Of course still be part of the soccer team. Wearing the same school uniform and old shoes. I’d still be on my messy hair and short finger nails, dirty jeans and chuck taylor sneakers, though smelly hmmm but I don’t care. Still be dipping my mcflurry in ketchups and apple with soy sauce. Playing with the guitar, blog hopping and photography. Making scrap books and writing on my journal. Same family and set of friends And of course I would still be falling for my prince over and over again
If I had my life to live over again, I would be a rock star. I would save and buy my own drum set. I would spend an hour reading more books a day. I would spend more time with my old friends though impossible. I would cook a lot. I would learn to swim and ride a bike. I would be more loud than shy. I would wear heels. I would drink milk. I would ride the roller coaster. I would drink medicine for my fever. I would be smiling more and more each day but yet I would still be crying a lot as well lols. I would be doing more silly things, lolls. I would be singing at the videoki all night long with my favorite songs. I would be trekking every month, I would climb the highest mountain. I will be walking and playing in the rain more. Would stay barefoot running around the football field. I would be walking more miles than usual. More time with myself in my secret place. More road trips and adventure in other places. . I would be eating more marshmallows and lollipops.
In the past I may be one of the persons who took life less seriously, but then I could have done something more with a sense of direction. Would be more sensible. would have taken more chances. Would be more fearless and handled my problems more lightly. Would love myself more. Probably less mistakes, but more lessons to learn.
Yes I am those who could not sleep with anger and unforgiveness in my heart, so I’d rather stay that way. I guess i’m still the same old person, simple and beautiful lolls, but then more wiser and stronger, humble and forgiving .With more patience and understanding. Though I am trying to keep away from my stupidity at times and hard- headedness but then its part of my imperfections. Of course I am still a warrior and a believer of love.
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