12:36am

I silently sat down in darkness, feeling that fear that emptiness. Closing my eyes as the cold air coming from my window gently kissed the tears away from my cheeks. Whispering to the old wind to blow me away, away where you could no longer feel my existence.

5:38pm

as of this moment i feel like i dont really exists

9:57pm

we could spend  the rest of our life saying that we love such a person or thing, when the truth is that we are merely suffering , because instead of accepting love’s strength, we are trying to diminish it , so that it fits the world in which we imagine we live..-The Zahir- p. 79

1:33pm

Where should i head towards? Even if there isn’t an answer, I’ll feel better by writing it down. I’ve looked for a pair of helping hands, but i couldn’t feel them, couldn’t see them. I only face towards the  darkness and hear the sounds of my hopeless  scream.
– from AYA’s  journal-
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