if i had my life to live over…

If I had my life to live over again, I would still be dancing in the stage. Be at my usual acoustic gig. Still be doing crazy things with friends. Still be the class president of 4th year B if given the chance. Still be  in the school play, playing the part of Aphrodite. Of course still be part of the soccer team. Wearing the same school uniform and old shoes.  I’d still be on my messy hair and short finger nails, dirty jeans and chuck taylor sneakers, though smelly hmmm but I don’t care.  Still be dipping my mcflurry in ketchups and apple with soy sauce. Playing with the guitar, blog hopping and photography. Making scrap books and writing on my journal. Same family and set of friends And of course I would still be falling for my prince over and over again

If I had my life to live over again, I would be a rock star. I would save and buy my own drum set. I would spend an hour reading more books a day. I would spend more time with my old friends though impossible. I would cook a lot. I would learn to swim and ride a bike. I would be more loud than shy. I would wear heels. I would drink milk. I would ride the roller coaster. I would drink medicine for my fever. I would be smiling more and more each day but yet I would still be crying a lot as well lols. I would be doing more silly things, lolls. I would be singing at the videoki all night long with my favorite songs. I would be trekking every month, I would climb the highest mountain. I will be walking and playing in the rain more.  Would stay barefoot running around the football field. I would be walking more miles than usual. More time with myself in my secret place. More road trips and adventure in other places. . I would be eating more marshmallows and lollipops.

In the past I may be one of the persons who took life less seriously, but then I could have done something more with a sense of direction. Would be more sensible. would have taken more chances. Would be more fearless and handled my problems more lightly. Would love myself more.  Probably less mistakes, but more lessons to learn.

Yes I am those who could not sleep with anger and unforgiveness in my heart, so I’d rather stay that way. I guess i’m still the same old person, simple and beautiful lolls, but then more wiser and stronger, humble and forgiving .With more patience and understanding. Though I am trying to keep away from my stupidity at times and hard- headedness but then its part of my imperfections. Of course I am still a warrior and a believer of love.

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